wtf

ok, I just got done with my real estate classs, going to study it and take a exam soon, my classes start Thursday, i need to move into school…

I really don’t have time to worry about my dating life…

what the fuck is wrong with me? I need to meditate.

So there was this guy I’ve only talked to a few times before I left for Las Vegas, and he hasn’t been online since we became friends on Myspace and Facebook, I feel like its too coincidental, maybe there was something on my profile that he didn’t like. well, alot of these stuff is just for show, this is not really the real me, I kind of told him that it was all a cover, maybe that was the wrong thing to say?

Ok, I’m thinking too much again, that’s for sure. Move on, forget him, if he wants to talk, eventually, he will pop up, if not, there’s nothing I can do about it. Well, that’s why I sent him a message saying that I missed talking to him, because he doesnt talk about drinking, partying and sports stuff. I sent him the message like yesterday? or the day before? I don’t even remember. I figured I had nothing to lose, so I did that. I guess I’m just getting kind of impatient waiting for a reply, that is my vice.

Move on, move on, move on, you dont have time to worry about this, you have too much other stuff to worry about, its not worth it, he’s not worth it, you don’t even know him that well yet, not worth the time you spend thinking about this, not worth it, not worth it, not worth it…ok I’m done.

not going to be paranoid anymore, not going to check facebook to see if he replied. btw, I’m not addicted to FB, its a primary way to stay in contact with people these days, that’s why I get on, otherwise, I lose touch with people, because of my busy life.

self-therapy session closed.

~ by icyblueme on January 11, 2009.